having simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings (as attraction and repulsion) toward an object, person, or action; continually fluctuating (as between one thing and its opposite)
Geek \ˈgēk\ noun
an enthusiast or expert especially in a technological field or activity (e.g., computer geek)
My love/hate relationship with technology, how it fits into my life and work, and maybe even what it says about truth, humanity, love, death, raising kids, money, philosophy, the big bang ... I'll give it a try, anyway.